Julia, 37 - 29 июля 2006 02:38

Does he has feeling for me or what I am living is just my imagination.Tell me should I wake up?
It seems that life pass me by.Goes strolling by.PARADE.This life parade can't stop at any day.
I thought I gave up falling in love. I guess I like it, but I can't tell him that he is all my life, that he all what I need and want. And it's been true all my life! If I was Him,I wouldn't treat me the way he do.
He is feeling bad for himself I think,His memory will always dwell. We are each of us angels with only one wing.And we can only fly embracing each other.And only one person knew the truth, when let you go away.That was my heart.
Now I can say only one thing.The thing I understood.
When no metter how old or young you are,no matter how weak or strong you are,no matter how good or evil you are - someone LOVES YOU! This is love.When you find your own happiness in the happiness of someone else...This is LOVE! And when someone who loves you gets all the pain for you.THIS IS LOVE.
AND LOVE HURTS. Love hurts in HIS case.It's awfull,but I'm strong and I should live! Live for myself,not for HIM any more.He is the ACTOR in HIS own Game. But HE didn't know that I'm not a DOLL...I have feelings and HEART.And I was the only girl who went out from HIS game the first. I went because I loved HIM!
But now - THE FREEDOM for me - is everything.

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